i'm in lesson now.. but in no mood of listening to teacher now.. things are still bothering me even till now.. didnt mean to treat you this way darling... i just wanted to show you how much you mean to me.. spent an hour plus deleting all... i dont know what's happening but it certainly is affecting us alot.. hope you're really okay ba... i'm missing you lots now... but i dare not disturb you now.. sigh... i fear that i'll make you even more sad... my only hopes and dreams now.. is to be with you.. i wish for nothing more but you... i miss you darling... =( i love you darling.... sigh.. i really feel like leaving class now... i wanna see you so bad now...='(... it's you that brought me light and colours... it's you that gave me happiness... took the time to mend my heart back... it's you gave my life back... i wanna make you happy... i wanna make you feel appreciated.. i wanna make you feel loved... i wanna make you feel doted.. i wan i wan and i wan... so much... just to see you smile.... your smiles.. your love.... is the biggest gift i can ever get... darling i love you..