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Monday, September 21, 2009

back to blogging..
after 3days of non stop emo'ing
i concluded that nS really ruins lives when it comes to posting...

time's gonna be different when you get a fucking lame vocation..
just can't bear to leave everything again..
i'd thought i would get a 8-5 or at least slack after BMT
but it got worst
EVEN MORE WORST..
just got no mood when my posting came..
NS ruined my life..
made me no time for anything now..
just wanna spend my time accompanying my darling..
my parents..
it's the time that i should take care of my parents instead of them
keep worrying for me..
and working so hard now..
it's time that i work hard for my future..
my girl..
my family..
but NS stopped all my plans for freaking 2yrs..
by that time i have 2yrs short for my girl and my family..
NS's just a cruel thing to have in life..
it reallyt sucks when you it's time to serve in a sucky vocation.
if only i could have a better vocation that i can be in,
i wouldn't have been feeling so fked up even till now...
sigh..
my girl is so blur always!
so many accidents today le uh!
dont let me worry for you so much =(
I'll be in camp tomorrow..
Take care everyone..
no mood to even blog well..
FMY.



myfairytales
10:47 PM